Thanks to the ingenious of other like minded people, i've decided to follow the Ana Boot Camp (ABC) in hopes of regulating my eating again. i find that its much easier to follow a plan somebody else has come up with, instead of one you've concocted yourself. i always feel like since i made it, i can break the rules or something. it's much easier to slip up if you feel like nobody is watching.
anyways i'm off to read. currently reading Hunger Point. so far, so good. interesting to have somebody's outside experience with anorexia instead of a memoir or first person account..
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"for every pange of hunger we feel, we can have a double joy, that of knowing we are saving worse pangs in some little children, and that or knowing that for every pang we feel we lose a pound. A pangs a pound the world around we'll say."
"when I wake, I'm empty, light, light-headed. I like to stay this way, free and pure, light on my feet, traveling light. For me, food's only interest lies in how little I need, how strong I am, how well I can resist, each time achieving another small victory of the will."
"i become within myself, unaware of the hysteria around me. it blurs, and i am hovering, floating, completely free from the chaos."
"when I wake, I'm empty, light, light-headed. I like to stay this way, free and pure, light on my feet, traveling light. For me, food's only interest lies in how little I need, how strong I am, how well I can resist, each time achieving another small victory of the will."
"i become within myself, unaware of the hysteria around me. it blurs, and i am hovering, floating, completely free from the chaos."
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